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Road Trip 2010, update…

Monday, May 3rd, 2010

Miles-wise, I’m about half-way through the first part of my two-part road trip, and I’m having a fabulous time.  I leave my present location in the Tri-cities area of Washington within a few hours (boo!), and then I’ll have a short drive over to Erica’s (near Seattle), where I’ll spend the next almost-two-weeks (yay!).  I’ve been taking quite a few pictures, both along the road*, and at each stop.  When I get to Erica’s, I’ll have more down-time so I can get some of the photos prepped and posted.  Check back soon!

* Yes, I’ve been doing more of that in-motion driver’s seat photography I’ve warned you about.  Listen to me:  Don’t do it!  No!  Bad!

The Last Great American Road Trip – 2010 Edition

Monday, April 19th, 2010

After weeks of behind-the-scenes planning (in the midst of managing my very first ever paid photography gig!), I am within two hours of departure for the Last Last Greater American Road Trip – 2010 Edition!

This is my rough itinerary:

Part One:
Denver, CO – April 20
Salt Lake City, UT – April 21-26
Rossland, BC – April 26-30
Tri-Cities, WA – April 30-May 3
Everett, WA – May 3-14
Los Angeles, CA – May 15-26
Oklahoma City, OK – May 27-29

Intermission:
Central AR – May 29- June 1

Part Two:
New York City, NY – June 2
Boston, MA – June 3-6
Baltimore, MD – June 6-16
Around MI – June 17-20

See the Part One Map here, and the Part Two Map here!

If you’re somewhere along my route and we have not already planned to meet up, let me know!  If you want to send me gas money, let me know (or just Paypal to Smarmoofus [at] gmail [dot] com)!  Pictures and updates to follow.

Aaaaaaaaaand done!

Thursday, April 15th, 2010

My first order is ready for delivery!

My first order is officially packaged and ready to send out.  Now complete with re-ordering forms and a nice little “thank you for your business”!  I know I said I wasn’t going to show you any of the pics without signed releases, but I think at this angle, and deliberate blurriness, I can get away with showing a few packets.  I’m just too excited not to show you!

Fulfillment

Wednesday, April 14th, 2010

The prints are in!  My envelopes arrived this morning while I was brushing my teeth, and the prints came this afternoon.  I have put the orders together, so now I have a stack of envelopes containing beautiful photos from the Military Ball.  They’re only waiting for inserts (invoice/re-order forms) so I can deliver them.

I still don’t have those inserts,  but I’ll work on those tonight, so I can print them and enclose them with the orders and arrange delivery by tomorrow (if I’m fast) or Friday (if I’m my typical self).  Then there’s the final little matter of finishing editing the 95 casual photos that will be burned onto a CD…  That is taking a bit longer, but now that I’ve weeded out the unsalvageable ones, the process should speed up.

Wordless Wednesday: Not-so-baby Will

Tuesday, April 13th, 2010

Will“Will” – Photo Date: April 5, 2010; Location: Central Arkansas

Wordless Wednesday

The Excitement Continues

Monday, April 12th, 2010

After spending most of the day adjusting the photos from last night’s shoot, I have just submitted my first order to the print lab!  While waiting for my order to upload, I shopped window envelopes for packaging the prints when they arrive (I’m all about multi-tasking).  My prints are anticipated to ship on Tuesday, so I could have them as early as Thursday or Friday.  Since I sprang the big bucks to rush shipping on the envelopes, I might be able to deliver to the school by the end of the week.  And that will be excellent!

Now I just need to remember to create a re-order form and draft a letter begging politely requesting some of the subjects to sign a release so I can use their images for marketing purposes.

In other news, I’m taking off for all points west as soon as this job is delivered.  Road Trip 2010 will commence shortly!

Finally Doing What I Love!

Sunday, April 11th, 2010

A few of my good friends know that I had my first ‘paid gig’ last night.  My father is responsible for coordinating a Junior (high school level) ROTC detachment’s Military Ball each year.  For the past several years, he has used someone else to shoot the event.  But this year his usual photographer had a scheduling SNAFU and found himself double-booked.  I guess the other job promised more revenue, because he canceled on my father just two days before the ball.  So, my kind and loving father called me to be his second-choice photographer.  *snicker*  (I say that tongue-in-cheek, because I was happy to be considered at all, and my dad wasn’t aware of how much work I’ve been doing to improve my skills set, so he hired me on faith.)

So I spent a couple of days researching professional quality print labs to get an idea of pricing, planning an ordering system, getting lighting ideas, and otherwise preparing myself to do those staged shots like they do at senior prom.  You know: the full-length shot of a couple or small group of friends to show off their finery and remember their night together.  Having never done this kind of work before, I was a bit apprehensive.  I generally use available light (no flash, thankyouverymuch) and natural surroundings, and focus on catching the subject being themselves.  “Prom photos” are about the opposite of what I enjoy.  But it turns out they bankroll equipment upgrades.  *counts her earnings*

So I arrived at the venue around 6pm and scoped the place out (I tried to gain access a day or two in advance, but that was impossible as it’s locked up during the week and only opened when an event is scheduled), found a nice location for pictures, and set up my equipment.  The equipment was the only familiar part of the process last night!  I had to figure out a system for taking the photos, and take orders without a ridiculous wait for either part.  I brought my laptop along, so I decided to just get everybody through, record the names and image numbers of each shot, and then invite the subjects to come back later in the evening, either during the dinner or at the end of the night when the dancing started, to review the shots (and do any retakes if necessary), and place orders.  This opportunity to view before they buy, and to retake if needed seemed to please them–especially the girls, who were, as you can expect, rather concerned with how they looked.  And since I was paid just to show up, once I was there I didn’t care how many retakes it took as long as the kids were happy with the shot.  After all, digital is free for me, and it kept me busy.  Oh, so busy. I didn’t have a dull moment last night!

I learned a few things during the course of the evening that reassured me that I was doing just fine: It seems the other photographer did not offer the view-before-you-buy service, so kids had to order without seeing what they were getting.  And, his prices were considerably higher than mine.  And, finally, I’ve only seen one example (my parents’ photo from a previous year), but many people said that my shots were better.  The one example I saw would have me agree.  It’s all about composition!

In the end, I made some money, had some fun, ate some delicious food, and got some promotion.  Great promotion!  One of the mothers didn’t know who I was at first, and actually approached my dad to tell him how much she preferred me over the other photographer.  Later she asked about my experience, and I kind of stage-whispered that I was just launching myself and I only got the job because of my dad…  she was surprised to learn I was his second choice.  It was quite amusing.  But she said she hopes I’m back next year.

The one thing I failed to do was prepare a release form, so I don’t feel comfortable sharing any of the photos I took last night.  Sorry.  Lawyer meets photographer.  But I will include an optional release form when I send out the completed orders, and if I get any back, I’ll happily post some of the shots here.

Meanwhile, I’ve got some post-processing to do so I can send these to the print lab.  I’m a real photographer!  Yay!  (*takes a deep breath and assumes her poker face*  I mean, umm… *decorum*)

Wordless Wednesday: Road Trip!

Wednesday, February 24th, 2010

Road Trip
“Road Trip” – Photo Date: January 1, 2010; Location: Somewhere in Alabama

Wordless Wednesday

I feel happy.

Wednesday, February 3rd, 2010

While browsing the news at Google today, I again came across an article that warrants some discussion.

‘Internet addiction’ linked to depression, says study

I admit this article acknowledges that the researchers did not claim a causal relationship between internet addiction and depression, so perhaps it was conducted well.  However, I am troubled by a basic assumption that seems to have been made: the researchers seem to deeply undervalue virtual contact.  Either the researchers or the reporter who wrote this article seems to state a dichotomous relationship between “meaningful friendship” and “virtual contact”.  Virtual contacts apparently cannot be meaningful friends.

Maybe because I have traveled about and met many of my virtual contacts face-to-face, I get a pass… maybe my friends are more worthy than the typical addict’s contacts simply because I’ve seen them in three dimensions on at least one occasion.  If so, how trivial would that distinction be?  What do you think, my virtual contact?  Are you glad that this serious issue was brought to my attention so maybe I will finally seek help, or are you insulted that anybody would challenge the significance of our friendship?  Is it time for intervention, or righteous indignation?

(If intervention comes in the form of a travel allowance, I’ll take it!  As always, Paypal to smarmoofus [at] gmail.com.)

 

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Dear you…

Wednesday, February 3rd, 2010

What can I say to make you understand?  I know what you want me to say, but since you’re so concerned with honesty, I won’t say that.  As difficult as it is for you to comprehend, I am happy.  I am complete.  I am at peace with the world and my place in it.  I don’t have to do anything, or know anybody, or think, or feel, or achieve the things you think are important for your life.  I have already accomplished what I needed to accomplish.  And I have had life figured out to my satisfaction for some time.

But that’s not good enough for you.  Instead of living your own life and leaving me alone, you insist that I should be unhappy, because you would be unhappy in my circumstances.  And you have gone out of your way repeatedly to try to make me unhappy.  You think I am a liar because I don’t display anger, sadness, or bitterness.   I don’t because I am not angry at my circumstances.  I am angry with you for telling me just how crappy I should be feeling.  You have insulted me time and time again, not just when you’re saying deliberately hurtful things, but when you express to me how miserable I should be feeling.  What you are saying is that my life is meaningless and that I am worthless, and I should just throw in the towel.  To that I have just two words for you.  Listen closely, because I’ll only say this once:  FUCK.  YOU.

Yes, I do wish I had been dealt a slightly different hand. But when you stop to consider the great accident that is everybody’s lot in life, you have to realize how absurd it would be to despair over a few details.  After all, it is only serendipity that put you in your family, in your country, your ethnic background, with your genetic makeup, and your socio-economic upbringing.  Fortunately for you, you did well in the sweepstakes of life.  Despite what you think, I feel I did fairly well, myself… not quite as well as you, obviously, but fairly well.  The difference between you and me is I appreciate what I have, while you are an angry, ugly, spoiled brat.

I could rail to your satisfaction against the Fates for putting the obstacles before me that I have faced, but what would that accomplish?  After I have shed all the tears you think I should shed to be “genuine”, I will still be me, and I will still be contained in this body, in this life, in this existence.  And in the end it is all going to just be gone, anyway…  So I decided a long time ago–long before you were born–that I would enjoy this ride as best I could in the vehicle I was given.  I’m in it for the journey, not the destination.  So stop slashing my tires!